August 2011
I take it to my grave
I deny it even if you already know. I dare not step foot within this radius again. Yet, I would do anything to keep you happy. Anything. You can’t see people for who they really are, and it’s not my job to try to show it to you. They will attempt to control you; fill your mind with hate and anger. They will do whatever they can to keep you on their leash. I can’t stop these...
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July 2011
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Gone
I’ve lost it; that human affection I once had. It’s gone. It’s almost near impossible for me to be affectionate with people anymore. It’s my fault though, for letting my guard down for one person and giving them more affection than I normally gave others. I just fucked myself over and now I can’t be affectionate at all in fears of the same shit happening again. The...
vangina-deactivated20121007 asked: MINE'S NEVER BEEN THAT WAY. Until recently. -_-
Off-balance
My body doesn’t feel right, my head is twisting and turning, my stomach feels like it’s been punched around a few times, and the anxiety won’t let down at all. I was hyperventilating for a good 15 minutes and my chest was pounding. I wouldn’t have been surprised if I threw up. I’m so fucking dumb. My body is dumb, I swear it. Why does it have to be you? Fuck you. If...
Fml.
Hopefully this dies down a bit before Saturday so I can actually go to Tony’s birthday party… ajjgalskdjgowimvlkmvoxcvbs. That’s pretty much it.
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“Smile for me. Grace me with your presence. Tell me everything’s alright...”
– B. L.
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Uh huh.
I’m seriously about to hit the point where I want to move out on my own and away from both of my parents. For one goddamn second would it hurt to think about your kid instead of focusing on making your kid hate the other parent? I don’t know how many times I have to tell the both of you that I’m not going to do shit. Hating isn’t my thing. I don’t care what either of...
Super Lol.
I haven’t laughed that hard in quite a while. I couldn’t breathe and my face was red apparently. It felt like asthma -_- But it was nice? I suppose. Stupid Kishan and that snowboarding game X number of months ago.
Ba-Tia-Tia. According to him it means bitch in African or some shit. -sigh- My life, it hurts.
lisaroksursoks asked: STOP TALKING ABOUT MY DICK! <3
And when are you off, we all need to chill.
And when are you off, we all need to chill.
vangina-deactivated20121007 asked: HOLY SHIT ADAM. I read this one article about this woman that got pregnant WHILE she was pregnant. They were a few weeks apart! She ended up giving birth to both at the same time by C-section 'cause that'd be a bitch to give birth twice so soon, lol.
And I think it's telepathy. ;o
And I think it's telepathy. ;o
Watchjasmine-blu:
IMA BUFF BABY THAT CAN DANCE LIKE A MAN I CAN SHAKA MY FANNY I CAN SHAKA MY CAN IMA TOUGH TOOTIN BABY I CAN PUNCHA YA BUNS PUNCHA YA BUNS I CAN PUNCH ALL YA BUNS IF YOURE AN EVIL WITCH I WILL PUNCH YOU FOR FUN c:
… I used to do things similar to this when I was a kid. x]
As of late
I’m ending my job at ATC in two weeks. It’s partially because of school and I need to get a part time job so I can work and go to school at the same time, but I’m ending my assignment a bit early because my aunt is coming down from Minnesota. :D I’m so freakin’ excited to see her. She’s awesome and I haven’t seen her in what seems like forever....
vangina-deactivated20121007 asked: Great minds think alike. :)
aucunepourtoi-deactivated201108 asked: ummm.. that's not good.. gotta update me on that brobro
aucunepourtoi-deactivated201108 asked: a week before school starts would be ideal :) and yeah.. save! no more spending :(
aucunepourtoi-deactivated201108 asked: you'll be fine i'm sure. don't sweat it. o.o
aucunepourtoi-deactivated201108 asked: as soon as i get my schedule did why
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Screw that.
Don’t have time for bullshit. I’m going to bed. I didn’t sign up for “Having your head fucked with”
aucunepourtoi-deactivated201108 asked: ok so did i :) let's go together..!!
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What the fuck.
Once again it happens in the same fashion as always. I try to move on with my life and people decide that they care about me again. Is it like some kind of spontaneous combustion or something? Did you have an epiphany? Honestly, it astounds me how people can suddenly decide to develop even an ounce of consideration once they lose something. I need time. There is no room for lies and apologies...
aucunepourtoi-deactivated201108 asked: did you sign up for the successu thing already
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“I must admit my own endeavor. In the end I felt that what we built up together...”
– B. L.
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Just a dash of trepidation
It’s started up again. All I can do is endure the fleeting sensations throughout the day and keep going. I can feel it coming for a short instant just before it begins, leaving no time for preparation, which is what catches me off guard the most. Yet, this is how it works for me; all or nothing. Go big or go home. I know what I want, but you don’t. You never have. It’s okay...
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“Time to float away with the clouds and let the sky be my navigator. There is...”
– B. L. 