April 2011
I think...
There are only so many times I can be kicked before the bones begin to break. The most important people in your life can be the most dangerous people to you. I can’t really fight back against my biggest weakness, and I can’t bring myself to intentionally hurt someone. Am I that much of a failure to you? You make me believe I truly am a monster; a beast that should remain in the...
Conclusion
The end, the final piece to the puzzle before it is abandoned on the table or destroyed once again. It is only inevitable and better to leave than be left wondering. If there were another option I would gladly take it, but alas… Three day delivery without a return address. Every detail is important, but dreaming big is something only for those on the receiving end, not the one that is...
March 2011
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“Reality doesn’t work like the movies, where you can run back and...”
– B. L.
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“Smile like you always do, and never stop. Believe in yourself like you believe...”
– I. E.
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“People don’t change. It takes a dramatic tragedy in one’s life for...”
– B. L.
kishmaiahs asked: Aww yeee. His vids are duh funny.
I'll tell you what-
I tossed it. All of it. Every last bit was tossed in the trash and picked up the very Wednesday of that week. The only me you’ll be getting is the me that comes naturally. I refuse to let it be any other way. Even without such atrocities I can handle being myself. Family stuff, personal stuff, social stuff, important stuff, none of it is going to be enough to get me and keep me down for...
kishmaiahs asked: I believe your Troll certificate has arrived, would you like to accept it now or later?
Or dew duh Faiting. CROSS CHOP NIGGA
Or dew duh Faiting. CROSS CHOP NIGGA
I don't have a "type." If I like you, I like you....
velit:
-NODS-
What’s not to get? It’s really fairly simple.
It's almost that time
A little over nine weeks until we say goodbye… But is it forever?
Aeternam Vale
…
So many people have came and left my life...
just-forget-me:
aybaybayitslouie:
So much that I’m pretty much used to losing people that I’ve gotten close to. From friends, family, girlfriends, and etc. I don’t think its normal to feel this heartless when someone leaves your life.
It’s nice to know that someone else is experiencing the same thing.
…
“Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we’re wired that way. Because without it, I don’t...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via drapetomania)
I always tell myself I'm done and then I turn...
chivu:
I must not understand the meaning of “done” very well.
Note to self #1
augie-hidalgoo:
Don’t give in. Don’t give up when things get slightly bad. It’s not gonna help you, nor give you any benefit. Remember how you felt before? Do you really wanna go back to that? Do you really want to go down that pathway again? No you don’t. So stop, take a deep breath. And go on.
In life you'll be left out, talked about, lied to,...
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“I wish I wasn’t right, but my gut never lies. This feeling is all too...”
– B. L.
Today-
I got one hour of sleep, I don’t want to be at home at this particular moment, and my chest has been fucking me over sideways all day today. It started during my presentation in class and I had to struggle my way through the last half of the presentation.
Fuck.
You.
Oh and my appointment got moved up to the 4th for my chest. That’s next Monday. So guess who gets to miss school again...
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“I see now why the black darkness gives the impression of an eternity of empty...”
– B. L.
Do you know how this feels?
When it feels and seems like you never sleep.
When the aching in your head and in your chest don’t go away
When sleep seems like just a dream itself
Even when sleep comes it’s full of nightmares and unrest
You feel like shit 90% of the time and it’s not just from life
The other 10% are bathed in delusions and temporary moments when you feel nothing at all
During the day...
Sometimes the best way to get someone’s attention...
velit:
I doubt it.
Sadly this seems to work most of the time for me. -_-
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“Just because it seems to be does not mean it is. Assume too much and you will be...”
– I. E.
How the fuck do you accidently kiss someone?...
closedeyesopenhearts:
People who find me attractive :
tubbiz:
my mom
How do you know when you aren't important anymore?
un-coeur:
When everything starts to dissipate and words are barely spoken.
I guess I’m just not wanted.
And it is sad..
just-forget-me:
Why don’t I just donate my heart to someone who really needs it. Because I sure in hell don’t need it. I don’t even want it.
Eye opener
I play dumb a lot. I pretend not to notice a lot of things that, to me, are obvious. I do learn from my mistakes, and I do remember not to repeat them. I act like things don’t bother me when they do, or that I’m enjoying myself when I’m really not. For people to tell me what I do or don’t know about myself is absurd. For them to jump to the conclusion that they know every...
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“It would seem that I’ve made a decision, a lot earlier than I originally...”
– I. E.
Well...
That was an awkward ride home. I go from being completely fine to being completely shit. Music is a great thing, but it can also be a horrible tragedy. I’m sitting here denying my own desires and longing, all just because this won’t go away. Screw driving that fucking car. I’d rather walk my way across the land to find what I’ve been looking for..
As long as I breathe, I...
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“I can’t do with you, but I’m not so sure I can do without you...”
– I. E.
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“I miss that feeling I used to have before, and the smell that always lingered. I...”
– I. E. 