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Being a nerd
That’s what I am. I went from being a nerd as a kid to listening to rap and r&b, to listening to rock music, to where I am now and slowly becoming a nerd again. I accept the idea that college is pretty much the main focus of my life right now, and the only things I really have time for nowadays involve college and family. I have also accepted the idea that I most likely will never...
These memories, both the ones I have and the ones I can’t seem to remember, are reminders that I am constantly moving into the future and further away from the past. With this I am torn between sadness and the will to continue moving forward. Tomorrow is Halloween, and I am both happy and sad. No tricks this year. Only treats.
So many similarities, so close. So very common and perpetually severe as to fluctuate between the great longing for truth and simple satisfaction.
Sleep is for the weak
And right now I am very, very, very weak. Just because I am smiling and enjoying myself does not mean I am strong. I’ll start rethinking physical contact with people once I find someone with a gentle enough touch. Lol, I need to take a break from metaphors…
Good and bad
My day today was good overall. The only bad part is that I feel bad for the lady next door. :/ I just got home and the house next door to mine was TP’d. I feel bad because that lady pretty much lives alone. I’m going to offer to help her clean it up tomorrow morning if I can.
Dying slowly on the inside
Basically no sleep, took a test that sucked major @$$, and I have a prelab to do before my lab at 6. Also, I agreed to go to this OneBook event at 7 because I completely spaced and forgot about my lab. I can feel my brain scratching against my skull, begging for me to end its suffering. x_x
There comes a time in every man's life when he...
This happened to me not too long ago as well. -sigh-
When I'm at school and then I realize I forgot to... →
When love is real, it finds a way.– B. L.
It’s always black and white, never gray. I’ll get over it, I always do. Just leave it to me. I’ll be fine by tomorrow.
I’m dumb for ever trying to believe that my dad would ever do anything for me. I keep trying to believe he’d come around eventually and actually start being a dad to me. Yeah, that’s not going to happen any time soon.
I won’t allow this to be a part of my life anymore. I refuse to sit around and wait for the next dagger to plunge into my chest. No matter how far I have to go, I will not accept this. Deleting memories, now.
Migraines are causing me to remember shit. Now I have to go through the process of “forgetting” again.. This is why I try to cut my ties with my past and everyone that might bring me back to it. Fuck my life.