October 2011
Let's get drunk and tell each other everything...
holyshit-itskevin:
asdjfkl;af;lbvhi nfe. yes. yes. yes.
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Being a nerd
That’s what I am. I went from being a nerd as a kid to listening to rap and r&b, to listening to rock music, to where I am now and slowly becoming a nerd again. I accept the idea that college is pretty much the main focus of my life right now, and the only things I really have time for nowadays involve college and family. I have also accepted the idea that I most likely will never...
Reminder
These memories, both the ones I have and the ones I can’t seem to remember, are reminders that I am constantly moving into the future and further away from the past. With this I am torn between sadness and the will to continue moving forward.
Tomorrow is Halloween, and I am both happy and sad. No tricks this year. Only treats.
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asdfghjkl
So many similarities, so close. So very common and perpetually severe as to fluctuate between the great longing for truth and simple satisfaction.
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Sleep is for the weak
And right now I am very, very, very weak. Just because I am smiling and enjoying myself does not mean I am strong. I’ll start rethinking physical contact with people once I find someone with a gentle enough touch.
Lol, I need to take a break from metaphors…
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Good and bad
My day today was good overall. The only bad part is that I feel bad for the lady next door. :/ I just got home and the house next door to mine was TP’d. I feel bad because that lady pretty much lives alone. I’m going to offer to help her clean it up tomorrow morning if I can.
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Dying slowly on the inside
Basically no sleep, took a test that sucked major @$$, and I have a prelab to do before my lab at 6. Also, I agreed to go to this OneBook event at 7 because I completely spaced and forgot about my lab. I can feel my brain scratching against my skull, begging for me to end its suffering. x_x
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There comes a time in every man's life when he...
This happened to me not too long ago as well. -sigh-
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When I'm at school and then I realize I forgot to... →
the-absolute-best-posts:
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“When love is real, it finds a way.”
– B. L.
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Yeah
It’s always black and white, never gray. I’ll get over it, I always do. Just leave it to me. I’ll be fine by tomorrow.
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Yeah
I’m dumb for ever trying to believe that my dad would ever do anything for me. I keep trying to believe he’d come around eventually and actually start being a dad to me. Yeah, that’s not going to happen any time soon.
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Unacceptable
I won’t allow this to be a part of my life anymore. I refuse to sit around and wait for the next dagger to plunge into my chest. No matter how far I have to go, I will not accept this. Deleting memories, now.
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Fuck
Migraines are causing me to remember shit. Now I have to go through the process of “forgetting” again.. This is why I try to cut my ties with my past and everyone that might bring me back to it. Fuck my life.
